August 27th, 2025

Good evening fellows, school has been tearing my tush UP! I haven't been able to do squat. I wanted to write the few notes I have, though, so here we are on this fine Wednesday. On a lighter note, I got a new laptop :D !!! It's a pretty big upgrade from my old one, but Windows 11 is kind of major butt. I miss how Windows 10 is, but I suppose I'll just get used to it lolololol. The first thing I did, now that my right key is working normally again, was fight the Knight for the 2 thousandth time. I love that fight with my whole soul, I cannot overstate how much it's my favorite boss fight in any game I've ever played. My dad got my old laptop, and I watched him play some Fallout and Rainbow Six Vegas on it. It felt strange looking at my old laptop with Windows 11 and the default wallpaper, all the stickers ripped off of it. Almost felt like putting down an old dog when I reset it ... I've had it since I was like 12. I dropped mashed potatoes on it once when I was that age. Contrary to popular belief, that was awhile ago.

I visited my local game store again a few days ago after math put its finger up my butt and I cried. I added the things I got to my collections page ... I'm starting to run out of space in my shelf T_T I had to reorganize it recently, maybe I'll add a pic of its new look sometime :P ... Gamescom was a little bit ago, and some new trailers came out for RE9 and Silent Hill F. The combat for Silent Hill F is looking a little rough, but I think the story will be really good, so I'm quite excited for it still. It's a little crazy how fast time is going X - ( !!! I heard about Reanimal as well, I think it's another day 1 buy I'll add to the list. We're getting Little Nightmares 3 and Little Nightmares 3, 2! A piano collection for Deltarune released recently as well, and if you've read my log for the past ... 2 logs ... you'll know I quite enjoy the piano. I was cheesed to hear all the new renditions on an instrument I really like, and the album art is wonderful :3 !!! MGS3 remake releases tomorrow too, and I don't have the money for it right now unfortunately, but I'm really interested to see how this game will perform. Hopefully well so we can get a MGS2 remake ... I miss Raiden.

I'm stuck on Godfrey's fight in Elden Ring, still. I keep getting to his second phase, but all those delayed attacks ... it's a nightmare. I got him really close two or so times and then never again, it hurts D: It feels like these end game bosses are brick wall after brick wall, which will be a theme that continues due to the boss after Godfrey in the order that I'm playing is Malenia ... I'm both extremely excited and entirely dreading Malenia's fight. She's probably my favorite Elden Ring character, but I know I'm going to get stuck on her fight for, like, 5 months XD ... With Persona 2 EP, I struggled and dragged myself through Joker Noriko's fight with just Maya and Baofu, but I finally did it. I'm slowly, slowly chipping away at that game X - S

I keep getting ads for Umamusume while playing pjsk. It seems cute xD ... Ok, that's all for tonight bros1 and bros2. Goodbye.

August 16th, 2025

The OFF remaster/remake/re-release released yesterday, and it made my space bar stop working sometimes. I'm kidding, but the moment I stopped playing for the day yesterday, my space bar blew up and died, and now it only occurs sometimes. Bless this laptop's heart, it's really trying to hang on ... Anyways, the first thing I noticed when playing through a bit of the new OFF, is that they once again replaced Dedan's battle theme with a new track reworked by Toby Fox and Camellia. Papyrus is no longer a large reference, and I do really think this new battle theme fits Dedan's character a lot better. The song no longer sounds like something from Deltarune or Undertale, and now fits pretty squarely within OFF. I think that goes to show how good these composers are, they listen to critique and feedback and go back and rework it! I also really like the music in the mall, and at the moment I'm at the balloon puzzle in Zone 2. Yesterday, I also bought 6 dollars worth of Robux for the first time since I was 8 years old and swagged my Robloxian out. He's monkey theme'd now, because monkeys are awesome.

I've rewatched Madoka Magica all the way through for the first time since I was 12, and it made me remember that Madoka game they were coming out with, only to be squarely disappointed in hearing that it kind of sucks apparently. Poo! It is free, so maybe I'll try it out myself XD ... In Elden Ring, I've gotten to Godfrey's fight, and it feels like I'm not doing a whole lot of damage on him, even with max weapons. I'll have to figure it out ... during that quarter phase change, everytime I tried running away to heal, he'd do this chase into an AOE and I don't think I've ever felt so afraid in my life. Gideon was a complete trash annoying fight. He was the physical embodiment of wet tissue paper, but I am so butt at this game that I just kept getting stuck in his spam spells. Like, jeez, does he not have FP he needs to restore??? Mohg was much more of a cool fight, and on the first attempt I got up until Nihil and died immediately because I didn't have the tear that cancels the blood curse. Every subsequent attempt up until a certain point was pure butt, though. I'd die immediately ... I got a hang of his first phase eventually, but his second phase is just a pure nightmare. The blood flames everywhere, everywhere ... shivers. I only ended up beating him by staying close and aggressive, but even then it felt like I was way too close sometimes XD

Okay, now for the fabled Deltarune theories. I think this has become a pretty commonly accepted belief, but I really don't think Susie is the hero in the prophecy, and it's likely it's Noelle instead. When putting the prophecy in order, there's a pretty clear distinction between the second hero and the girl. Having the girl be the last, as it's "at last was the girl," would automatically not make the girl the second hero, and we know the girl is referring to Susie due to the Rude Buster symbol. Susie is definitely apart of the prophecy, but I'm really starting to doubt her position within it. If it's true, the reveal would be gut wrenching. Her not being the second hero, alongside Kris not being exactly who she thinks they are, would be perfect reveals to the foreshadowing that's already been established. Susie mentioned how glad she is to finally be picked in something, to feel important, and how much she hates it when people keep the full truth from her. It's just terrible to think about.

About the "player is the Angel" theory, there's a locked door in the town named after the player that has a heart, 6 angel wings, and a crown. It's just very suspicious to me ... With the s rank mini games being reflectant of the Weird route: if what happens in the minigames are directly parallel with what may happen in that route, then what is going to happen when Noelle is said to be "expendable" ? I really think major parts of the game are going to relatively be the same or similar in both routes, so that leads me to believe Noelle may die or be "expendable" in both routes. That make me think the prophecy Susie broke is specifically about the second hero needing to be sacrified in some way.

I feel conflicted about who is on the phone with Kris ... If it's Carol, which the game is trying to point you towards so hard that it almost feels like a herring, then why is she struggling to speak like that? Why does she sound different compared to when she leaves Kris a voicemail in the Weird route, or compared to how she speaks in general? The fact Carol always comes home early even if Kris doesn't make the call leads me to think Carol is not the one on the phone, and it's more likely to be the Knight. Which, Carol can't be the Knight with the fact the Knight is ahead of Kris and Susie in the church. Unless Carol has teleportation powers in the light world, I don't think that's possible XD I like to think Dess was corrupted by darkness, and her light world body is weird and creature-like. I've seen fanart for it, and it's really cool :3 It could also explain why the caller seems to struggle to speak in a way.

The egg rooms definitely feel like they're becoming "Kris lore" rooms. Both of the new egg rooms really seem like they let us get a glimpse into their past, the "you can never wash it all away" feels like repression or guilt that Kris is going through. I really, really wonder what they saw behind the tree to lead them into going to therapy at a hospital, possibly even be admitted to some sort of institution. The "lost where the forest would grow, the children followed the pointed tail" being right inside where you find this egg room really makes me think that it's describing what happened to Dess and Kris. My little theory is that, during a snow storm, because it's likely that Dess disappeared around "December holiday" (lol XD) due to Noelle's reaction to the freezer in Sans's store and Tenna's depicition of her disappearance, a man behind the tree led them both to the bunker. They wanted to see what was in the bunker, got lost as the storm suddenly got worse, followed the metaphorical "pointed tail," and whatever happened led to Dess's disappearance and Kris being traumatized. I don't think Gaster is outright evil nor literally the man who led them to the bunker, but he is associated with pointed tails and devils, that's all I'm gonna say XD!

Last little tidbit: I really like lorefactstv's original fun gang theory. It's extremely compelling and would really make Seam being on Asriel's computer make more sense. I don't know if it'd really end up being true, but the thought of it is pretty cool :3

OK Bros, that's all. I move the planchette to GOODBYE!

August 5th, 2025

It's August, August x - [ ... Three days ago, I tried playing Dialtown, because I heard it was funny, but it was lowkey butt. I'm sorry to all the Dialtown lovers out there, but it is not in my humor pen. Maybe, now that I know the writing sucks butt a little and I'm not metaphorically splashed with cold water, I might give it a second shot with me not giggling in mind. It'd feel bad to have a game in my library I never intend on beating ... This isn't to say I could be funnier, because I couldn't. We're both not funny. Two days ago, I finally beat Maliketh after forever ... the months were mostly filled with not playing Elden Ring, but that is besides the point. His first phase has an entirely different approach from his second phase. Staying close and aggressive during the first phase makes it pretty easy after a certain point, but staying far away and waiting for an opening is definitely the way you have to play his second phase, and even then it's difficult to time. Having such a whiplash between the two parts really makes his fight tough ... at least you're immediately rewarded with a sick cutscene though. THREE more bosses until Malenia. My true gamer trials are imminent ... I also found out two days ago that WarioWare has some banging tunes. I need to play WarioWare :B ALSO, ROBO KY IN STRIVE 2026 NO FREAKING WAY. I'M LOSING IT. ALSO 2x, I found out about Withering Realms from Jerma, and it looks like a beautiful blend between Bloodborne, Funger 2, Silent Hill, and Pathologic. I think I'll play it day 1, too ...

Ok, Deltarune, Deltarune. Let me break it up into random anecdotes and adventures of my replay. The theories will be for next time, but those theory notes are over a month old, so if some random evidence came out since then that debunks those theories, then I wouldn't know about it! XD !!! Take it!

I had been watching a video about Keygens when a song played that sounded like the 20 second tune ... well, "KEYGEN," only to find out the song playing in the video was "unreal superhero 3" and that Keygens used to have music paired with them! The song that plays when you buy Spamton's Keygen was a reference all along, and I had no idea. It makes me wonder how many other things in Deltarune are references that I'm either too young or too under a rock to understand or hear about. I hadn't remembered at first, as well, that the song from Undertale was named "It's Raining Somewhere Else," and when I finally realized an embarrassing amount of time later, my mind exploded. I feel like this definitely at least adds huge fuel to the "Sans is from Deltarune" fire, if not downright confirms it. I personally subscribe to it now, especially on top of the confirmation that monsters both bleed and turn into dust in Deltarune, something we see happen to Sans at the end of the No Mercy route in Undertale. We know where it rained now ... this also means the blood stain on Kris's carpet could've been from anyone. I don't want to hear "Kris is evil" or "Kris killed someone" theories, though, please.

Since the release of Chapters 3 and 4, an animation for a certain scene in the Snowgrave route changed a couple times, with the most recent one probably being my favorite. I understand why Toby Fox would've wanted to change it after seeing that it was easy to misinterpret the previous ones, and I feel like the huge cracked thorns of the most recent animation makes the whole scene, frankly, a lot more horrifying. It feels like it's representing how shattered Noelle's mind is now, further pushing how viscerally uncomfortable the Weird Route is. Kris and Noelle are my favorite Deltarune characters, I feel like I could chew on them forever. Their dynamic, both in the Weird Route and the Normal Route, is incredibly interesting, especially if you take in account their relationships to Asriel and Dess as a four member group. Noelle and Kris are some weird uncomfortable gray area between close friends and strangers, and I think adding Kris's possession into the mix makes things all the more strange. Noelle being the only main character who truly knew Kris before they were possessed just really makes their dynamic interesting to me. The angel and devil motifs respectfully as well ... imagine I'm screaming and pulling my hair out. Kris going out of their way to, probably painfully, trudge all the way to Noelle's house to reassure her after Chapter 2's Weird Route hurts my heart. We all suck.

Deltarune really captures the feeling of the "this game is haunted" creepypasta trope through its many, many secrets, but particularly the 1225 secret with the gumball machine in Chapter 3. I feel like Noelle would really like playing Deltarune XD ... Relating to the 1225 secret, there seems to be a lot of references so far about missing or severed hands. It feels like some sort of foreshadowing at this point, pray for my bros! Another thing that feels like strange foreshadowing is the scene where Ralsei feeds Kris the apple, especially because it changes to where they eat the core in the Weird Route. I never thought about it before it was mentioned to me, but Kris is probably really hungry and thirsty. We never feed or water them, and everytime they gain control they drink 6 cups of chocolate milk and eat a whole pie. Also, I still see people say Kris is a stand-in for the player. I sentence everyone who thinks that to 2000 years of playing OFF and Oneshot to understand puppeteer and player vs. player character relationship dynamics in video games. That's not even me being mean, I genuinely just think some of you people played the game with your eyes closed at this point. I'm sorry. No I'm not, you people make me mad!!!!!!! XD

One thing about Deltarune is that everytime I play it, I start drawing and playing the piano a lot more. Kris's piano playing in Chapter 4 is probably one of my favorite moments, Waiting Room and Shop are probably two of my favorite songs they can play. I learned the first half of Lost Girl a little while ago, here is a recording ...

Before I get into the tales from my replay of all the chapters, I was made aware of a whole modding scene for Petz. There's some Noelle Holiday irls out there, people! Someone made Spamton! Urm, but it seems like there's some sourness about it nowadays, which is sad and evil. I casually played some Petz games on a Nintendogs DS when I was younger. I should become a real Petz fan and unlock my inner Noelle Holiday. You know, I actually will do or obtain a lot of things because it reminds me of a character I like. I got these little ammo boxes my dad had because they reminded me of Dess XD ... I don't know if this is weird.

Replaying Chapters 1 and 2 after so long felt a bit nostalgic, and I found my opinion on the difficulties for the Shadow Crystal bosses swapped. Jevil was a lot easier than I remember, and Spamton NEO was a lot harder ... I think it might be because I've beaten Jevil more times than Spamton, in which I can't really tell you why that is, because I've definitely played Chapter 2 more times than Chapter 1. Replaying Chapter 3 definitely made it grow on me more. I always liked it, but I REALLY like it now. I LOVE TV! I think I didn't appreciate it fully at first because I was really eager to see what chapter 4 was about, since we didn't really see anything about it in teasers. I think both me and a lot of other people were so caught up in the darker themes of Deltarune over these almost 4 years, that we kind of forgot it was more subtle before Chapter 4. So, I think that made Chapter 3 feel like a "filler" almost at first. I was never disappointed by it, but Chapter 4 was definintely the star to me. Going back after playing from Chapter 1, though, made Chapter 3 feel a lot more like the important bridge between the sillier and more serious acts of Deltaune that it is. It's genuinely a really good chapter that I like just as much as 4 now.

Another thing that contributes to why I like Chapter 3 so much now is that my favorite boss in any game I've ever played so far is in this Chapter, which is the Roaring Knight, the Shadow Crystal boss at the end. I was too lazy to get the mantle and I really wanted the challenge, so I went in quite giddy at how difficult it was going to be, and I was not disappointed! My first run took around 8-10 hours, and I've since beaten it no mantle around 4 more times I think. Urgh, it got nerfed recently, though, it's definitely a lot easier and I feel pretty disappointed by that, but it's still definitely my favorite boss fight I've ever played. Everything about this fight is so perfect: the music, the tense atmosphere, the reveal of the Knight, the implications that Kris is working with them, the implications that the Knight is a Holiday, the difficulty, just so much contributes to the pure HYPE this fight expresses. I love Black Knife, it's for sure one of my top tracks from Deltarune's soundtrack.

Having the fight beatable without the shadow mantle, but very stressed that you SHOULD obtain it despite that, makes me really wonder about the importance of the shadow mantle and how exactly it's going to play into future chapters, if at all. What will be the consequences for getting or not getting the shadow mantle? It's so stressed that you should obtain it that I feel like there's going to be more consequences for not getting it, despite the weird way of obtaining the mantle. Just something to chew on ... I suppose we'll see Xd ... Anyways, upon my replay of Chapter 4, I became quite obsessed with Ralsei. Imagine he's rotating around in my head like a gas station hot dog.

I believe it was this chapter where we really find out that Kris doesn't think Ralsei looks particularly anything like Asriel, and the way they argue against it feels almost like someone arguing how their Sasuke copy OC doesn't look like Sasuke, or something. I really feel like Ralsei has some sort of relation to the Dreemurrs, but not through Asriel, through Kris. As in, he's a character Kris created to feel as if they belong in their family. I feel like Ralsei has no direct relation to Asriel both through the fact that there's obvious romance implied between Kris and Ralsei, and with the fact it has the same issue as the "Kris is the Knight" theory ... in that it's simply just kind of butt writing. There's no grand reveal or twist, it's far too on the nose to really make sense to hide. I really don't think the relationship between Ralsei and Kris is some sort of "You're forcing pseudo incest on this poor teenager, you evil player!" because ... well, some of the romantic moments they have together have no input from the player or is something we are forced to do to progress. Acid Tunnel of Love is a mandatory part of Chapter 2, it wouldn't make sense for Ralsei to be legitmately related to Asriel in some capacity and for the romantic moments Kris and Ralsei have to be a meta commentary, when some moments are not of player choice. The direct comparison Noelle made is weird though, I won't deny that. I won't think anyone is weird for shipping Kralsei, but it's definitely off of my plate for now lol.

I tried fighting Mike and ... it's a very cool gimmick fight, but I got all the way to the end and then died, and I was not going to try again. My throat hurt XD !!!!! The shadow crystal fight for Chapter 4 was really cool, I liked all the foreshadowing and Susie character development we got. Gerson is an epic old man, and getting to spar against him as Susie felt really sweet. Some dialogue in this fight implies that Flower King is the next dark world, which makes me wonder what Chapter 6's dark world will be. We know Chapter 5 is Flower King, and we can presume Chapter 7 will be the shelter, so that leaves the very nature of Chapter 6's dark world ... shrouded in darkness XD ... Maybe it's the hospital, or QC's Diner? It could also be that Chapter 6 is the shelter, and Chapter 7 is the one shrouded in darkness. I suppose we will just have to wait and find out ...

Okay ... that's all brochachos, I'll write about my theories next time, I got schoooool to do. :B ... I found out my teacher is a Homestuck fan.

July 31st, 2025

Blinks eyeballs a little bit like a newborn ... hello lads. I procrastinated on writing this for so long, as I often do even with things I like, that July has seemed to nearly slip through my fingers. I was in the hospital for a little bit this past week, that's where I disappeared off to, I am all good nowadays though. Shoutout to my bro Sage XD !!! I've also been reading a lot of Homestuck with my greatest rival. I'm sure you people have noticed the Homestuck decorations ... I last left off on page 2300, Act 5. I have no idea what the ending is going to be like and I have no theories at all, because honestly I can't even tell you what's happening exactly right now. It's like ... I know what's happening, but I can't tell you. Sorry. There's Homestuck games too, so of course I'll be playing and writing about those. On to all the things I've built up over the past month ...

Sally Face 2 seems to be starting development, a call for artists was posted on Steam a little bit ago. I don't remember if I've ever mentioned that I like Sally Face, but it was a game I was pretty invested in back when I was, like, 13. I still think it's really cool, but I remember the ending being disappointing. I'm really curious as to what the sequel will bring to the table, and I hope it'll sort of revive people's interest in Sally Face, because it's genuinely a pretty cool game that I haven't heard many people talk about in awhile. Also a little bit ago, a trailer for a game called Full Metal Schoolgirl was posted to the Playstation Youtube channel. It looks absurd and up my alley and I hope it sucks, I will be gazing at it from a distance. Some large crumbs from the Funger 2 update made it's way to our plates recently as well. New dungeons seem to be imminent, and coin flips are back ... Miro said "I thought they were bad game design, but people have spoken." This made me laugh very badly. Ha Ha Ha Ha !!!

My oldest sister's lad told me about this game called Expedition 33, and it looks really cool. I've heard crazy amounts of praise for it, lots of 10/10s and number 1s, so I'm inclined to believe it's good LOL ... He told me to play it if I like story driven RPG games, in which I quite obviously do. I might give it a shot sometime, but I'm saving my green up right now for Silent Hill F and OFF. Their releases are imminent! A little bit ago, I was in a pizza place that had an X-Men arcade cabinet at the back of the store, so I just sat there playing it until the pizza came. It was a lot of fun ... everytime I've played around with an arcade cabinet I remember it quite clearly, there's just something a bit special about it.

My Project Sekai adventures continue still, and I'm starting to nearly exclusively play on Expert. I've even full combo'd a few songs! Laddies, are you PROUD?! A Persona 5 collab with Project Sekai will be releasing soon as well, which made me flip a marble and lose a table at such a crossover. It's perfect, just for me ... the people at Sega did this just for me. Lol. I also found out over these weeks that Beatmania has little DJ characters to its name, sort of like Pop'n Music. They're really cool, I added some of my favorite ones to the collage on my index page. :3

I've started up Elden Ring and Persona 2 EP again after some time, and I remain stuck on bosses in both. Still on Maliketh in Elden Ring, and Joker Noriko has my party wiped in EP ... I'm getting to Maliketh's second phase pretty consistently, but his anime back flips are painful. With earlier Persona games, I feel like it's just so horribly easy to be underleveled and with doo doo personas. I have to grind up for hours before I'm able to put a significant dent in this lass ... wish me luck, people and guy1, guy2, guy3.

I still have 2000 Deltarune theories to share, but I'm about dead asleep and I wanted to have a log up for July, so that is for next time. When is next time? ... Tomorrow, a month from now, who knows. Lololol. Bye brotatos :3